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PROCESS KAWIN

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 Hi guys...  Harini i nak cerita pasal process i nak kawin and so on . Susah tau coming from a broken family ni .  My dad and my late mum kawin lambat . Now papa dah 81 . I sendiri tak tau history family i ni .  Kawin kan either sijil kawin parents or surat pengesahan cerai parents kena submit. (tbh kenapa nak kena submit tu eh, i kasi surat beranak i je dahla kot, sah2 ada nama both parents en atleast function la sikit surat beranak tu.) Ni my dad pun dah lost the document .  So i kena pergi balai buat report polis then bawak report tu pergi pejabat agama untuk they find it manually. Nak kawin pun rasa renyah sangattt.. It was supposed to be easy.  Semoga Allah S.W.T permudahkan segala urusan saya . Amin..  I plan nak nikah je dulu lepas dapat kebenaran bernikah.. then maybe next year buat reception for close family and friends. Duit dah kumpul. Tak nak buat besar2, Nak buat ala kadar je. Yang penting Halal. Yang lain tu semua kan adat je. Nikah pun i...
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PINJAM DUIT

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Hi guys.... So today i nak luahkan about pinjam2 duit.  First of all i seorang yang sangat susah nak pinjam kan duit dekat orang sebab i'm the kind of person yang hadap everything sorang2 and semua benda on my shoulder. And i seorang yang sangat lah susah nak mintak tolong orang because i was never taught to rely on people no matter how desperate it is...  The thing yang i dont understand is how some people can be very outgoing and mintak pinjam tanpa segan silu when you have a family, a parter etc . Basically you can ask them why nak ask a friend ?  If you kata you tak malu nak pinjam dekat kawan you so meaning to say malu nak cakap dekat your family ? But you ada fikir kawan you tu ? commitment dia all . Duit makan dia ?  Nak buat apa2 ukur baju dibadan sendiri okay. Kalau rasa tak mampu jangan nak berangan. Guna apa yang dah sedia ada. Jangan sebab orang lain upgrading their life sebab diorang mampu. Kita pun terikut.  I sendiri pun ada niat nak tukar kereta ...
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MOVING ON ?

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 Hi guys, I went through a bad break up last year. My relationship lasted for one year je.. can you imagine? I thought i have find the one, but guess i was wrong. I'm not the kind of person yang nak be in a committed relationship but this guy tho he was different. He stalk me on tiktok for a very long time, and i notice yang he suka like all my pictures and videos and one day i buat live and he commented lepastu he dmed me.  Idk why but i felt so easy and peaceful talking to this guy. So we decided to exchange our IG username and from there makin banyak chats and finally we video called sebab he was using his fake account on tiktok. No face No case kot..  After confirming that his legit (lepas video call) , he said he wanted to propose to me to be his gf. So dalam hati i why not? He was very gentle , soft spoken , educated, and solat tak tinggal ya. He always reminded me to solat on time. Even wake me up for subuh everyday..  So the relationship begins...  Every...
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Life

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 Hi guys, i actually dah lama nak ada my own blog since i was young tapi tak berkesampaian sampai la umur i dah 29 . Dari dulu lagi i suka tulis diary, beli je diary mesti habis tulis everyday update sampai la i start kerja, i forgot to do the one thing that i like which is writing.  It gives me comfort sebab i tak suka nak luahkan perasaan sangat dekat orang, i jenis yang memendam and talk to myself about it . Sampai la kejadian semalam .  Yesterday, my friend ask me out but i dah set in my mind nak kemas rumah all sebab ye la kerja takda masa sangat. Bila ada masa and energy baru nak buat... Btw tak kotor ya just the dust .  I tolak ajakan dia sebab mindset. Nak jadikan cerita i was grateful sebab i tak keluar. My 81 year old dad and my brother 19 year old ada dekat rumah.  I invited them to stay with me here sebab they use to stay 1hour 45 min away from me and i tak nak anything happen and i takda dekat dengan diorang .  My brother ni dia in his own worl...
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