MOVING ON ?

 Hi guys,

I went through a bad break up last year. My relationship lasted for one year je.. can you imagine?
I thought i have find the one, but guess i was wrong. I'm not the kind of person yang nak be in a committed relationship but this guy tho he was different.

He stalk me on tiktok for a very long time, and i notice yang he suka like all my pictures and videos and one day i buat live and he commented lepastu he dmed me. 
Idk why but i felt so easy and peaceful talking to this guy. So we decided to exchange our IG username and from there makin banyak chats and finally we video called sebab he was using his fake account on tiktok. No face No case kot.. 

After confirming that his legit (lepas video call) , he said he wanted to propose to me to be his gf. So dalam hati i why not? He was very gentle , soft spoken , educated, and solat tak tinggal ya. He always reminded me to solat on time. Even wake me up for subuh everyday.. 
So the relationship begins... 

Everything was so good , kita LDR btw and his also a teacher. Everytime he nak keluar with his friends or doing his hobby during the weekend. I never been a psycho bitch not even once. Basically apart from tak jumpa selalu , everything eles was perfect. Sampai dia dah decide nak tunang and kawin ... 

Tapi not my rezeki.. One day my whole world collapsed. He cheated with 20++ different girls . 
Change topicccc.... 
I broke up june then december i got enggaged with my long lost crush masa umur i 14tahun. 

Now i'm starring at my hidden gallery semua gambar mamat tu. I nak delete semua , i nak move on. But i'm sad... I tengok all our videos and pictures. I saw myself happy and was so INLOVE. i was INLOVE .... But why did he do this to me ? Everything was a lie , all the sweetness the happy moments. I realise all the girls got the same treatment as i did. (I even read his archive text with all the girls...) It broke me. 

I want to move on from him , he sekarang maybe tengah happy2 with his girls and i was supposed to be happy with my fiance. But everything haunts me . Because i look at myself in all the pictures ... Damn im inlove and happy. I was really in love and it just vanishes macam tu je.... 

-The End- 
(nak sambung delete semua gambar and videos)